Do you know how much it hurts...to picture you with someone else
To only have your best friend...and have to believe the stories that she tells
And just hate it when she tells me...that you've forgotten about me
That for the first time you feel....that you're actually happy.
Her words hurt like daggers.. draining all the blood from my veins.
It hurts to know you'll never say my name again. How can you pretend I never mattered.
I treated you like you were my king....I thought I was your queen.
Hearing you were never happy with us is just obscene.
And its mean...to have your friend keep posting those pictures on my screen
But what hurts most is seeing you have a smile...better than any I had ever seen
You never smiled that way with me...I've never seen you so serene
And just...seeing your eyes gleam..still the perfect blend of blue and green
Makes me fall back on old routines...thinking back on memories...
The memorys play in my head like a favorite song
I'm forced to listen to it all day long.
I smile to hide my pain without you all I see is rain. I was in denial.
Your all I ever wanted. But I made my cloud nine fall.
Can someone out there tell me..What love is all about..
I always thought I knew...but have now begun to doubt
Is it needing someone forever..or knowing when to give them up
Because I'm growing old...and I still haven't found that out