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Since I woke up today
I've been struggling to breathe.
Choking on your name
Asking you not to leave.

It happened again,
I saw you in my dream.
I'm still trying to catch my breath
Trying not to scream.

I need to wipe these tears
I need to blur your face.
Force this heart back into gear,
make it regain its normal pace.

So I'll go get my pills
And I'll bring out the liquor.
Keep on lying to myself
Saying "today I really don't miss her".

But I'm haunted.
Can't get you off my head.
I wish that I would die,
For you to be the one suffering instead.

Why did we fight that night?
How could I let you drive away?
If i knew that you'd been drinking
I should have forced you to stay

And today,
is the anniversary of your death.
I've been trying not to think of you,
But I'm crying, still short of breath.

I take out my wallet
Where I still hold your picture.
Wondering if I'll meet you soon
Thanks to this pill and liquor mixture.

But I feel nothing
I've been drinking this all morning
My heart still hasn't given out
The only pain comes from this mourning.

Are these pills not good?
Is this liquor not enough?
Is the only thing that hurts me now
When I think about you, love?

I miss you
I need you and you're not here
I'm about ready to pass out
And repeat this all next year
Newest poem
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CrazyBlurplePens Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013
Whoa, that seriously broke my heart, Amazing bloody amazing! :iconhappytearsplz:
- Aurora x
(You have found a new number 1 fan!!)
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IINegativeII Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank u :)
it means a lot!

(u will have to fight for that number 1 spot..lol)
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CrazyBlurplePens Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013
I will fit to the end! xD
- Aurora x
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IINegativeII Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
ok...be gentle when u fight my mom ;P
lol
jk
she has never read my writing..
i dont have a number 1 fan.

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CrazyBlurplePens Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013
Nope, she's going dooown (only joking). But you have a number 1 fan now - ME!
- Aurora x
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IINegativeII Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
haha
yes
thanks :)
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CrazyBlurplePens Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013
Emoticon: Cookie... :iconletmehugyouplz: True ^-^
- Aurora x
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IINegativeII Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
haha
I'd let u hug me!

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CanUSpellMyName Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Pills.........


DON'T DO DRUGS!!!!! >.<
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IINegativeII Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No...not that kind of pills..lol
well..maybe >_>
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