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Memories in the SandToday I told myself..I wouldn't think of you
Wouldn't think of what you do
Or what we've been though
but here I am again...stuck in thoughts of you

I remember how I felt when I first held your hand.
We will forever have our names written in the sand.

We had this plan for forever
Until things got bitter.

But it feels like the waves will end up washing away our names
Like the way forever faded...and only left behind the pain
Sometimes I wish for them to fade away...so I start to pray for Rain
For it to wash with them the feelings...that inside me still remain

The sky begins to darken. Rain begins to fall.
No longer will I have it

Reminisce about the PastWhat do you do ..when you lose someone that was always there for you
That no matter how tough life seemed to get...she always helped you through
But then suddenly decides she's had enough of you..wants to start her life anew
Then leaves you in the dead of night..without a clue of what to do

Sometimes I just lay awake at night..and wonder about your new life
wonder if you're still alive...or if now you're someone's new wife
I took you for granted so it justifies paying up this cruel price
And I've...spent so many nights just crying.. reminiscing about our old life

Well whoever says that men don't cry..must have never heard of pain
Mu

Waking up to YouI woke up today..and I felt the warmth of your body
And the breathes you exhaled where all landing on me
And the weight of your body...as you laid on my chest
I've had good mornings....but I'll confess... today was the best

All night while we slept...I held you in my arms
I was telling myself..I was protecting you from everything that harms
But it was an excuse ...I just wanted you Near
While you slept ..whisper in your ear....that you're what my heart holds most dear

And its only been a few months...and I can't picture my life without you
In such a short time..we both grew so much because of all we've been through
You gave my life

All Men are the SameIt wasn't meant to end like this...again
I was only meant to show you that all men aren't the same.
That we're not all completely insane..
That loving again...wont be in vain
Because there's love without pain...
And a bright side to a day full of rain

But when the rain started to fall the sun wouldn't shine
We started to fight..and fell out of line
And it got harder and harder..to keep calling you mine
And no matter how much I lied to myself...things wouldn't feel fine

In the end I was no different..you could say I was exactly the same
I didn't give you that happiness.that at the start I had claimed
We started off happy but then

I won't QuitI know that I'm terrible....and I'll be the first to admit it
I need to be crucified for all the crimes..and the sins that I've committed
I'll never be outwitted...But keep getting tangled in the webs that I have knitted
But I'm alive because death is not permitted...Even if Life's a bitch I'm never gonna quit it

So what If everything in life..says that I'll never make it far
So poor we live off of the money we keep saved up in a Jar
Life might be hard...but don't quit and say that this is who we are
Every night you'll catch me gazing at the moon because I'm aiming at the stars

How else will I make it..If I don't even Try
Yeah I have

In my Web of DarknessI've buried all the secrets of my sins
Moved on from my past...and I..haven't looked back since
But the past seems to be catching up to me
And my past troubles seem to be..something I can't flee

I'm at a standstill I can't run.
I'm forced to look back at what I've done.
There is no sun in sight. No longer can I hold on with all my might.
I'm spun in a web of darkness with the people I hurt so much.

Im surrounded by the hurt...and drowning in the hate
An so come the painful memories..that my breathing start to complicate
Im here dying alone....because I abandoned all my friends
Doctors say today I'll die....so today all of this en

Romeo and Juliet's song(him)

As I was growing up..my parents gave me a lesson I won't ever forget
Told me to live life to the fullest and never live with regret
Saying love was most important..but then father left..all i remember is him in silhouette
But till this day mom still smiles..and tells me to go look for my Juliet

(her)

Looking back I was tough through things I had to undergo
The past six years hold an ocean of tears but even so
Every girl has a dream to someday let go
And in the end live happily with her dear Romeo

(him)

I never understood how people could give anyone all of their heart
it didn't seems smart..because that person could easily

A Lovers Quarrel Re-Upload(guy)
I don't think its possible for true love to Die
Not unless that love was a Lie
But I can feel it in my heart that you weren't lying.
And the proof that i wasn't..is .that tonight I'm here dying
But if we were both trying...then why did things come to an end
And why do you make it seem like these broken hearts are impossible to mend
(girl)
True love can't die but it can be given to another person.
You saying these things can only make this worsen.
How do you know that lies have not left my lips?
It can be easy for an actress to read her scripts.
A heart can heal and not die.
Don't make me answer the question why...
All thin

A Night with Someone ElseWhy am I like this
Just lying to myself
I'm feeding off your lips
While I think of someone else

I hold you in my arms
But inside I think of her
The thought of her still harms
Its not one I can endure

I thought with you I could forget
And get her off my mind
But I haven't left her yet
But I'm still trying to make You Mine

Its Driving me Insane
I look at you and I see her
Bite my lip to stop from screaming out her name
And thank the tears..that my vision blur

How will I get through the night
If she will always appear in my vision
I try to concentrate on you..to make it feel right
But it feels like my heart is imprisoned

The

Perfect but not worth ItYou want to be hated....want me to feel for you..what I feel for me
Just because you left me....because your thoughts..told you we're not meant to be

You made a decision...
I'm not sure what clouded judgement blurred your Vision

But today you walked Away
And right now I'm not sure If I ever want to hear form you again..one day

Because I'm done with all the fights....We no longer have to discuss
Fine..I hate you..like I hate myself......But I'll always love Us

We're so Stupid....but together we're so Perfect
But just like you....I feel that fighting for us is no longer worth It

Deceiving FairyTaleToday I really want to tell you...really want you to know
That everyday I'm trying..but still struggle to let you go
On a good day..I just end up feeling low
But then come the cruel nights..where the tears just want to flow

Then you appear out of thin air..and we begin to talk again
I love you so much that I just can't complain.
You come and you go..it's become a vicious chain
It just keeps driving me insane...a constant emotion keeps getting harder to sustain
When you're here I'm happy..then leave and just leave behind the pain

But I'm just so tired..of you coming and just leaving
Of the heartache and the bleeding...
Of the night

Early MourningWhen she closes her eyes...I wonder what she sees
Is she haunted by the past ..closes her eyes and just sees herself and me
Or maybe I'm the only one who still lives these memories
I close my eyes..and there she is...just a disease
And I know that I'll be infected still...for centuries

But I hope at least ..that she'll forget
That she'll move on..have no regret.
No reason to be upset...or know that I..haven't let go yet
That she completely forgets the day we met
And hope this time around she plays a better role..than that of my Juliet

I just don't want her to feel broken the way that I do
Everyday having my face down because I'm fe

Moving onI need to stop...to stop being Me
Change who I am...and become the man I need to Be
I need to leave my past..and just throw my worries to the sea
Hope the pain doesn't catch up to me..so I can finally be Free

But before I move on...my.own heart I must Master
Because these demons inside are all full of Laughter
Laughing at me for being a walking Disaster
With no dreams ....and no future.. and no idea of what I'm After

But I must move on...and Just accept that you're Gone
Get back into the world from which myself I've Withdrawn
Throw away that past that this heart keeps dwelling Upon
When the night breaks dawn...I will b

Today I'll Give UpToday I'll give up ..on us
I'll speak to this heart..and say that it must
Tell it that there's no...more hope
That it'll have to find a way to finally cope
And no matter how much..it tells me "no"
Today is the day..I'll force it to let go

I'll let go of this heart
The feelings I had
The desires I felt
And I'll move on
There's no more hope for what was
It will never be what we used to have...

What we had is dead..but only you moved ahead
Im stuck alone in bed..as memories haunt my head
I live staring at my phone...old text make my heart as heavy as stone
I see you in my head..but still feel so alone
And I know..that your es

Blame it on the RainI'm looking out my window
just seeing the rain fall
Trying to hide my phone
to fight back this urge to call
And all the memories
of us playing in the rain
start to flood my brain
As the rain starts screaming out your name

As I'm looking there outside
I can see your silhouette
I know you're not there and yet
You look just like the day we met
Oh please tell me Juliet
Why can't I forget

Blame it on the rain
Blame it on my brain
Blame it on life
being full of pain
Blame it on these eyes
for always seeing you
Blame it on me
For all I've put you through

Blame it on the rain
Blame it on my name
Blame it on love
driving us in

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The End of the WorldI'm tired of hearing
"Its not the end of the world"
That I need to cheer up
That "she's only a girl"
But these people don't know
That I've tried to move on
But these feelings won't go
I don't like faking a smile
With every "Hello"
But goodbyes are the worst
Every time I feel like I'm cursed
I know that I overreacted
When you said that I wasn't your first
But you lied
And that's when I realized
That what I thought was divine
For you was just another time
Inside It felt like I'd die
I was enraged and I cried
But now that I've lost you
I'd die to again say that you're mine
So please look at me now
Say that we'll make it somehow
That you'll love

Can You Heal My HeartPlease don't leave me alone
But don't stand by too close
I'm scared of the silence
I'm being haunted by ghosts
The past lives in my head
Displaying where my problems arose
Walking down the same road as my father
Is what I'm scared of the most

Never had someone to guide me
Someone who'd show me the path
The only lessons I've had
Showed me to be controlled by my wrath
Little by little
Its been eating at my heart
But who needs to feel
When I'm only embraced by the dark

I need to rub alcohol on all my wounds
So I'll press this bottle to my lips
Every shot is medication
That helps my thoughts become eclipsed
I'll use my pills
To turn my brain a

Couldn't Save MeMama if you find this
It means that it's too late.
I've fallen into death's abyss
I'm free of the life I hate.

Mama, this is my goodbye
Everything I've felt, till now, here in this note.
I wish I could tell you bye, looking in your eyes
But after this I plan to slit my throat.

Its ok, mama, some of us were born to fail.
Its what I've come to realize
Not every life's a fairy tale
But they'll keep feeding us those lies

Lies we're told so we keep trying to succeed
And we'll try till we're beaten and we're broken
We'll fall, we'll bruise and bleed
But the sorrow that we feel will stay unspoken

Well mama I'm already beyond shattered
And I hav

YesterdayYesterday, life seemed to be going
In every direction
With many up and downs
Still to be considered perfection

No thoughts of growing up
Only had you in my vision
No responsibility or worries
About making a bad decision

It was so perfect..wasn't it?
Just laying in the grass
Holding on to your hand
Just watching the days pass

Yesterday was magical
There was happiness and bliss
Only breaking silence
When we gasped after a kiss

We never needed words
Everything could be felt with just a touch
The caressing of your skin
Told you I needed you so much

Was yesterday prefect only for me?
Was I enjoying it by myself?
Tell me why d

Behind these WallsHello my son
I wonder how you have been
Not many news come from outside
In this cell that I'm in

But I'm hoping
That you have been fine
Can't recall since I last saw you
It's impossible to keep track of time

Despite all that I've sent you
There's been no reply to my letters
Are you ashamed of your father?
Is it because I'm chained by these fetters?

I miss you, son
I miss your sisters and your brother
I've been missing all the little things
Like waking up each morning to the smile of your mother

The news did reach me, though
That you're about to have a daughter
I hope you've grown as a better man than me
Its the only wish I

Behind Closed DoorsWe stumbled on to something
without trying to seek it
But now that we have it
We're trying to keep it a secret

So when everyone's around
We try so hard not to make a sound
Our heads are lowered
We keep looking forward
To not look into each other's eyes

We try to act like strangers
To keep ourselves from dangers
Try not to grab attention
Don't need anyone to mention
That this facade is full of lies

Don't want to be a topic
People would like to discuss
No need for conversations
People talking about us

Holding this emotion back
Until it overflows and pours
You and I will always be
A love that exists only behind closed doors

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Lost Chance at Love

by ~IINegativeII, Apr 27, 2012, 9:51:10 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

(girl)
A gasp leaves my throat as I see you standing there.
How I long for the moment when I will tell you I care.
I desire for you to whisper three words in my ear.
I hope you feel the same way and want me near.
(boy)
I see you in the distance..from the corner of my eye
And as you walk closer..my heart slowly starts to die
Stop looking through me..and quickly notice I'm alive
I can feel it in my heart..you the girl for who I've waited all my life
(girl)
My heart beats faster as I realize this is my chance.
I don't want this moment to be gone in a glance.
I walk toward you slowly as if it's a dream.
Maybe fairy tales aren't as perfect as they seem
(boy)
She's getting so close..it feels almost like a dream
I wonder if she hears how this heart excitedly screams
And it feel like her eyes are looking at me
But in the back of my head..I know.Its not me they see
(girl)
I can't do it because this is not real.
I have never told anyone like him how I feel.
I turn around and don't stand my ground.
I cry now because I know I don't like the true me I've found.
(boy)
She gives me her back..and now walks away
My heart...in my chest dies..and begins to decay
I want to reach out...and just tell her what I feel
And hope that when I open up...her lips I can steal
(girl)
so i kiss what would have been us good-bye.
i raise my face to the gray, pouring sky.
(boy)
Like a coward..i turn my back and I walk away
Maybe I'll build up the courage...some other day

Lost Chance at Loveby ~IINegativeII

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!Kymira12 Apr 30, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

This is quite heartbreaking. I like the way you showed both perspectives and how they both depicted such deep emotion in a simplistic way. Very beautiful so good job to the both of you