Today I really want to tell you...really want you to know
That everyday I'm trying..but still struggle to let you go
On a good day..I just end up feeling low
But then come the cruel nights..where the tears just want to flow
Then you appear out of thin air..and we begin to talk again
I love you so much that I just can't complain.
You come and you go..it's become a vicious chain
It just keeps driving me insane...a constant emotion keeps getting harder to sustain
When you're here I'm happy..then leave and just leave behind the pain
But I'm just so tired..of you coming and just leaving
Of the heartache and the bleeding...
Of the nightmares..of not sleeping..
Just tired of still living.. when it hurts so much..just breathing
Love is just a fairy tale..and at that..the most deceiving
But I've opened my eyes now...so I wont fall for this
No matter how much I miss you..and just think back and reminisce
I will no longer insist...look for you and continue to persist
Tonight I swear I'll let you go...so you can go find bliss
And I will go and just keep believing..that true love just does not exist