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March 8, 2013
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Please don't leave me alone
But don't stand by too close
I'm scared of the silence
I'm being haunted by ghosts
The past lives in my head
Displaying where my problems arose
Walking down the same road as my father
Is what I'm scared of the most

Never had someone to guide me
Someone who'd show me the path
The only lessons I've had
Showed me to be controlled by my wrath
Little by little
Its been eating at my heart
But who needs to feel
When I'm only embraced by the dark

I need to rub alcohol on all my wounds
So I'll press this bottle to my lips
Every shot is medication
That helps my thoughts become eclipsed
I'll use my pills
To turn my brain a dark abyss
Maybe all I need as medication
Is for Death to come and drop a kiss

Can you fight off these demons
Can you heal my heart
Prove my life is still worth living
Before I fall apart
I don't have much time
Please save me from the dark
To anyone who hears me
Please come and heal my Heart

I'm scared of this life
I'm scared of the pain
These shot's help to numb things
But it hurts all the same
I can't do this alone
I'm going insane, destrying my brain
Can someone still heal my heart
Before I can no longer be Sane
Its been a while since my last poem.
It keeps getting harder and harder to get new
sorry if this one feels forced
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anticodac Aug 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Powerful emotional words.  I don't think it seems forced. Rather if it does, the 'force' of it seems to help with the tone, but that might just be me.
IINegativeII Aug 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much.
It was a little forced as I couldn't think of words and made myself write.
But I'm glad you thinksit's good.
Thanks again for taking the time to check out my gallery. .. it means a lot.
anticodac Aug 6, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome :D 

I haven't really checked all of it, but I plan to ! 
IINegativeII Aug 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks T_T
DragonEyeInfinity Jun 5, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
So powerful poem of yours.. I :love: it! XD
IINegativeII Jun 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank u very much :)
DragonEyeInfinity Jun 16, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
My pleasure. You're welcome! ^_^
IINegativeII Jun 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
we have too many conversations going
DragonEyeInfinity Jun 22, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
I know right..! :D

Thanks for all the reply anyways. ^_^
IINegativeII Jun 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
maybe we should get rid of a few
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