ClosureI wonder what I saw in youClosure by IINegativeII
That made Me think you were the one
Perhaps it was your smile, your laugh, your voice.
Everything I miss now that you're gone
I wonder what It was from you
That made me fall in love
Many hours spent just talking
But it still never felt enough
But most importantly
what did you ever see in me
Was i just the guy that wouldn't leave
The only one who proved I couldn't survive
If you were gone I couldn't breathe
Was I just someone you never had to lose
No matter how much you cut or bruised
Were you left confused because I would not refuse
any of the abuse
I wonder what I saw in your eyes
Were they projecting our dreams or just lies
When did you wake up to realize
I wasn't worth a relationship you had to hide
A single tear from all your cries,
A painful beat as you felt your heart beat die
What did you see in my eyes
That said my love wouldn't suffice
Tell me what I saw in you
I must have been fucking insane
Tell me what you saw in me
That you can never see again
Behind Fake SmilesKeep staring at that mirrorBehind Fake Smiles by IINegativeII
Until disgust starts bursting from your gaze
Feel your stomach turning upside down
Tell yourself you're just going through a phase
Watch the bloody tears run down your cheek into your mouth
Witness how bitter it all tastes
The burst of all the pain you've been feeling
Is what's controlled you these past days
There is nothing more that you can say
Nothing to cure the cuts left by the blade
Alcohol can't heal you
Or erase the scars that you have made
Long sleeves can't hide the skin you bruise
But it's up to you to choose
Let your blood run down the sink
Or let the floor collect all the blood you lose
Will you always choose to hide
Is your safest place behind these lies
Don't you dare be surprised
When you wake up to realize
Your true self lies beyond the skin
One Day you'll be Crucified for all your sins
People think that death is easy
But it's when the torture will begin
You lost yourself when you were young
Can you feel the water crash
against the walls ins
BELIEVE ME I'M LYINGIf I told you I was writing thisBELIEVE ME I'M LYING by IINegativeII
Inside someone else's room
Would it make you upset
Would you start asking me who
Would you think wrong of me
Would all your respect be gone
Or would you look right through me
know I never moved on
I need to move on
Can't be relying on this liquor
Hate it all I want
But maybe this is why I need her
I'm trying not to need you
Because you no longer need me
But even If I have her
I still don't feel free
Can you tell me what I'm supposed to do
How can I be with her when I dream of you
she seems perfect but I've seen her through
If she has one flaw it's that she's not you
I Keep making comparisons inside my head
She kisses me but I long for your lips instead
I can't believe where this has led
Whisper your name as she tries to lure me into her bed
What am I supposed to say
When I feel fucked up and can't act Okay
Am I supposed to push her away
Because I just want to run to you
But she's asking me to
GoodnightCan I slide my knuckles down your cheeksGoodnight by IINegativeII
Or run my fingers though your hair
Maybe kiss you on your forehead
Is it wrong for me to stare
Because you look so beautiful
So peaceful in your sleep
If this is the last time that I will see you
Its the best memory to keep
Because this could be the last time
My last chance to hold you tight
This country needs a warrior
Making my princess lose her knight
And I'm trying not to cry
I never thought life could be this tough
Maybe one day I'll make you proud
I hope my memory's enough
But for now I can only tuck you into bed,
kiss you on your cheek, and whisper
"Goodnight, My Love"
Eyes That Smile.You're barely sleepingEyes That Smile. by PassionateMasochist
And no longer dreaming,
I know what you do
To stay alive.
Just try to remember
What's gone by,
You're stronger in new ways
And learning to fly.
I don't care what they say,
You're making my day
With that wonderful smile
That comes from your eyes.
Rise up and shout
And sing for what you love,
Celebrate your life
The gift from above.
We have this destiny
That we created together,
It's here with us now
And our love is forever.
A Forgotten LoveAcross this blank and empty page,A Forgotten Love by No-XIV
Feelings are told of sadness and rage.
Feelings of anger and pain and sorrow,
And losing all hope of seeing tomorrow.
One little girl who wants to grow up,
And one grown woman who wants to disrupt.
A Mother and daughter so avid at war,
And bitter words spoken; leaving both sore.
This one little girl with intelligent might,
She knows its not right to start up these fights.
But what else can be done to reason with Mother?
She only listens to herself, and no known other.
She struggles and cries all through the night;
This poor young girl filled with anger and fright.
Her emotions merge to make a dangerous mix,
Each minute passing to a deathly tick.
And then her last breath is struck by a rope,
And lets out a sickly and haunted choke.
In her room full of darkness and calm,
A small silver trinket falls from her palm.
A locket she received from when she was young,
From a beautiful woman she liked to call "Mum".
A small silver heart with words soft as cotton;
The story of my life...isn't written in a Book|
It has no catchy song...with an impeccable Hook
But its been recorded in the memories..of the people that I've Met
And when I come to die, I hope, at least one person..wont Forget
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